Starting on Monday...

Im starting ABC diet on Monday. I want to succeed so badly. I have to be thin. I cant give in and give up like i always do. I need to do this other wise i will not be happy. No one i talk to about my weight understands. So this is my way of showing them. 

Even when i'm struggling on the ABC diet i will not give in. It will all be worth it when i see the results and when others see the results. I need to prove myself to everyone and show them that i can be thin and successful. I will prove them all wrong and they will feel bad. 

While everything going on around me seems messy and shambled and my thoughts are often all over the place, this is the one thing i can control. My weight and what i eat. Everything around me is like a whirl wind or confusion and over thinking... so when it comes to my control over weight loss and exercise i feel in control and at peace. 

I want to look like these pictures so much... 
I can get there. Its all down to how strong my mind and control is. Because it is there, i just need to have willpower and take control.